I don't want to complain about this heat, because I love the warmth and summer and we've been waiting for it SO long, even though this week has just been ridiculous especially having to work outside all day.

So, I'll talk about something else.

I got my hair all cut off. My mother and I both did actually, it was a nice relief in this heat, though I must say I took a mild panic attack in the chair because my mother used to be a hairdresser, and has only allowed two other people to cut my hair ever in my life.

Also, I had a poor experience with short hair in high school. So that fear plus a new person touching my hair with scissors was enough to make me dizzy to say the least.

But I do love it, its wildly different, a whole heck of a lot shorter, I look more mature (or so I'm told) and it's way easier in this heat.

I can't say what I really want to say, how I'm really feeling about something at the moment for fear of that person reading this. But I've come to realize once this happens, things are going to change wildly for us. I hope that person is ready for what is coming.